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As i am recovering from knee surgery Today I was diagnosed with a dvt of the right leg (blood clot). so i might not be very responsive on here for a bit lots of pain killers and proped up in bed

Mom Passed away at noon on Jan 12th. I spent the last 3 weeks at her bedside taking care of her and then watching over her. Unfortunatly i was called away on the 11th for a Dr's appt. back here in KC and missed her passing but my brothers and sisters were there she wasn't alone. No matter how prepared you are the moment of loss isin't any less painfull.

One would think it is too soon after loosing scott to deal with this dreaded disease again, but i am equiped with knowelege that is very helpfull in getting the best care for my mom. The fear isint any less this time, but i feel stronger and more confident to ask the right questions and help her select the right treatment from my experiences.


What can i say it has been 6 months now, seems like yesterday we are getting back to a new normal one without the pitter patter of boy feet in the house or his constant attention and mischief . Although our mourning is not totaly over we can function in our new normal . He will always be a part of our lives but we will do our best to not make him an obsession. Mind you its hard to fill a beloved spirits boots

With that all said we have realized we dont feel whole with out a boy in the house.

THANKS FOR ALL THE PRAYERS AND WELL WISHES


Buck was the strongest man i knew he endured the daily pain saying it is a 4 when we can see in his eyes and face it s really a 9 not being able to eat and surviving on liquids and a feeding tube

I could not hold a candle to his strength

we are a true family that has strong bonds we are much stronger as a unit than as individuals and know it as many have tried to put a wedge between us to only be left wondering what happened since it works in our community so well for the home wreckers

Mr right is the one who challenges you every day to streach a little more and cheer when you make it and catch you when you dont he is the man who you can tell everything too and not worry about it being broadcast to the world he is the one who trusts to a fault and knows where his man sleeps at night even if he is out with the boys he is also the man you would take a bullet for with out even thinking because you couldnt think of being with out him i found them by chance after some one else didnt realize what they were wasting and had almost used every ounce of gentelness they had they are now my boys and i couldnt be happier with gods gift to me even with the loss of Buck i feel i am the luckiest man to have had the time i did with him god now has him and i pray he is at peace and out of the constant pain and fear he lived the last year of his life with

Leather family here daddy with and partner and we have a lot of fun together along with helping newbies with comming out of their shells
bubba my partner "amansleatherboy" here is a trucker

we are both truck drivers but dont get far from home we are in nightly

We like to play together mainly but do like our extra ciricular activities as well we are a leather family with interests in leather gear cbt ws rubber bondage also into sports gear and sport leathers just to name some it goes on and on from there always up to meet new people and do travel and who knows we may just pop in for a day (big grin)

we are a well rounded family with intrests in leather and bondage of all forms and we play safe


friends are always welcome looking for the lost souls those who haven't had the best of experiences and those who want to be involved with a loving leather family and i do repeat family


Roger